Imperfection Is Beauty

Paula | 16 years old | Christian | Jesus | Awkward | Scroll into the endless story of my life
  • Doctor: Are you sexually active?
  • Me: Ha
  • Me: Hahahaha
  • Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
  • Me: HAHA THAT'S A GOOD ONE.
  • Me: OH MY GOD WHAT IS AIR
  • Me: JESUS TAKE THE WHEEL OH MY GOD
  • Me: FORGET THAT, JESUS TAKE THE WHOLE GOD DAMN CAR
  • Me: Hahaha
  • Me: Haaa....
  • Me: Whooooooo, that was a good one.
  • Me: No, no I am not.
The Church: a public sanctuary in which ANYONE can enter and worship Christ in the way they feel is appropriate.
I am very disappointed with how churches are run nowadays. Things are not the way they should be. There is gossip, judgement, discrimination, stereotypes, prejudice, etc. People put themselves above one another and feel the need to control how things work. I get that the pastor is the head of the church and all but even pastors tend to put themselves in the middle of things. Sometimes its the pastor and the people around him who cause eveything and that is just wrong. People should be able to wake up every Sunday and be happy to attend church and worship God. That is very hard when all they can think about is how am I going to be judged? What are they going to say about me? What’s next in this dramatic church series? The church is supposed to be a Holy place where anyone can enter, no matter what they have done or who they are. Someone should be able to come to church feeling excited and ready to hear what God has for them, not scared and afraid of what the people around them are going to be thinking. Members do not get to decide who attends their church. After all, its not theirs to begin with! Noone should be put into a situation where they are in God’s place and their is gossip about them going around. “Did you see what she wore last week?” “Someone needs to tell her to pull her dress down.” “Why is he so serious?” “We cant talk to him because she did ****” “Did you hear what he did last weekend?” “He’s dofferent.” “She’s strange…There’s something wrong with her.” This list could go on and on. The worst part is they cannot say it to your face. And when they do, it still sucks. Everyone is so fake nowadays and it just bugs me. The worst part is that this stuff strts in the adults and spreads from there. It is such a shame that these people think they are worthy of being called the Church of God.
I understand that it is definantly not every church out there, but ya know…
This post has been long overdue.

The Church: a public sanctuary in which ANYONE can enter and worship Christ in the way they feel is appropriate.

I am very disappointed with how churches are run nowadays. Things are not the way they should be. There is gossip, judgement, discrimination, stereotypes, prejudice, etc. People put themselves above one another and feel the need to control how things work. I get that the pastor is the head of the church and all but even pastors tend to put themselves in the middle of things. Sometimes its the pastor and the people around him who cause eveything and that is just wrong. People should be able to wake up every Sunday and be happy to attend church and worship God. That is very hard when all they can think about is how am I going to be judged? What are they going to say about me? What’s next in this dramatic church series? The church is supposed to be a Holy place where anyone can enter, no matter what they have done or who they are. Someone should be able to come to church feeling excited and ready to hear what God has for them, not scared and afraid of what the people around them are going to be thinking. Members do not get to decide who attends their church. After all, its not theirs to begin with! Noone should be put into a situation where they are in God’s place and their is gossip about them going around. “Did you see what she wore last week?” “Someone needs to tell her to pull her dress down.” “Why is he so serious?” “We cant talk to him because she did ****” “Did you hear what he did last weekend?” “He’s dofferent.” “She’s strange…There’s something wrong with her.” This list could go on and on. The worst part is they cannot say it to your face. And when they do, it still sucks. Everyone is so fake nowadays and it just bugs me. The worst part is that this stuff strts in the adults and spreads from there. It is such a shame that these people think they are worthy of being called the Church of God.

I understand that it is definantly not every church out there, but ya know…

This post has been long overdue.

Im going to cry… Fml

The more i think about getting skinnier, the fatter i get. What the hell is this? Omg.